Here's Looking At You, Kid.

2 years ago

I love her.

2 years ago

Changes.

Iv said a lot, but now this is what’s happening. Kelly opened up my eyes a lot. For a while I just talked, and said things I was going to do, as you can see in my old tumblr posts, but now I really need to do them. I can’t tell you exactly what caused me to not do all these sooner, but that was then, and this is now. My sister is going to help me money wise with Drivers ED, which is good. What could it hurt? Practice, and lower insurance… And I talked to my mom about looking into financial aid for college, and sometime soon on one of my days off I want to go to the college and talk to them about classes and such. I want to sign up, I need to.. No more excuses, no more being scared. I can’t get by without an education, I don’t want to be working at Wal-Mart forever. I need to do this for myself. I will get a tutor if I can, so I can catch up on math, I’m not the greatest at it, and whatever else I might need to refresh my memory with. It may not be easy, but I can do it. I want to do something with writing, maybe even photography, I’ll talk to them, and see what they suggest, I’ll explain to them what I am into. I want to be able to provide for myself, and a family when sometime in the future that rolls around. I messed around too much, I got my G.E.D, and did nothing for a long time.. I am so happy right now, and this will be a fresh start. I want to prove to myself, and everyone else that I can do this.

And hey! Words cant explain the way I feel for you Kelly. Just the way I feel being around you is fantastic. I miss you every second I’m not with you, Honestly I never missed anyone like I do when I’m not around you. You are always there for me, and you want whats best for me, and I love that. You are so honest with me, and we can talk about anything. I am so open with you, and you are open with me. and I can be myself around you completely, it’s incredible. No girl has ever cared for me like you do Kelly. I would do anything for you. I never want to let you go, and I wont. People may think it’s crazy that I can feel this much, in this amount of time, but It’s how I feel. Baby I know I have my flaws, and I have told you I wanted to sign up for college before, and do this and that, but now it is going to happen. You have already motivated me so much. Since Iv been with you I started playing guitar a bit more, and taking more pictures, just doing things I love to do. Yes I’m doing a lot of this for myself, but you helped. The other day you said ”Danny, you mean so much to me and I hope you really know how crazy I am about you.” And I think I really do know how crazy you are about me, and Kelly Colomban, you mean everything to me, you’re my world, you’re perfect.

3 years ago

=).

These talks with Kelly make me realize how much I need her in my life.

3 years ago

My to do list,

- Don’t get ahead of myself.

3 years ago

There’s just something about the summer time, there’s just something about the moon.

Got the YMCA membership today. Yay! Seeing Kelly tomorrow. Yay! And I can’t wait for summer. I can’t wait to see my Dad and Brother in Florida, I miss them a lot. It will be a good few weeks. (:. And I can’t wait to spend the summer with girl<33. Plus working and having money is always a plus, but I really need to save better if I ever want a car, haha. I’m excited about quitting smoking, and getting into shape, it will be really good for me. Things have been working out so well for me. It’s fantastic.

3 years ago

Life.

This whole weekend has been amazing.

I spent a lot of it at a festival with Kelly, and it was so much fun.. I needed a weekend like that. It was the best weekend I can remember Iv had in a long time. She basically has me completely out of my shell. I mean, come on… I was dancing shirtless around a bonfire.. Pretty badass. That girl means everything to me. I love falling asleep next to her, and I wish I could do it more often.. Maybe soon enough? =]. Oh and poptarts are better than toaster straddles.

And Mike and I had a good night, we talked a lot about everything, and we’re getting memberships to the YMCA, and we spent the night jogging/walking the reservoir talking about everything, and It was awesome. Not only is he my brother, he is my best friend. I can talk to him about anything. Oh, and we’re both also quitting smoking. And I can do it. I’m completely happy with how my life is going, and keeping busy will help me stop smoking. Between Work, seeing Kelly, and the YMCA, the more I keep busy the better it will be. Cigarettes are so pointless, they take your money, and your life. They make you run out of energy within seconds of doing anything. They’re the antichrist. And I can’t wait to be cigarette free. 2-3 weeks of bad moods every once in a while is worth it, I think.

Goodnight, work in the morning. =]

3 years ago

Wal-Mart.

I like when Kelly comes to my job when I’m having a bad day :]. Even though I couldn’t really spend too much time with her, that short visit made my day so much better. She’s the best.

3 years ago

Girl,

I like when she comes over and does homework on my bed, just so I can see her. (:

3 years ago

These moods man, what the heck?

I need to stop these random bad moods, I don’t understand what triggers them.

Anyways, my schedule this week is horrible until the weekend, and I miss Kelly so much right now. I can’t wait to get a car so I can just go out whenever I want. I think being stuck home is what’s bothering me a lot. Goodnight.

Notes: 1 / 3 years ago

Been a while. Thing’s are great.

Hello everyone, I decided to come back to tumblr, after a few months of vanishing. So things are really starting to look up for me. Let’s start with my girlfriend.

For about two years, I was unmotivated to do anything, I just didn’t care. But now, that’s all changed. Her name is Kelly, and she has changed my whole aspect on life. She has changed me completely, and for the better. She means the world to me. I have never felt this before. Nobody has ever made me feel like this, feel this complete.. In my eyes she is perfect. Her personality is amazing, she’s beautiful, she doesn’t judge me, she likes me for me, and I don’t have to be somebody I’m not. And how did somebody like me become this blessed? I couldn’t tell you. But I’m glad it happened. I would do anything for her. Within such short time, I feel these incredible amount of feelings towards her, it’s crazy. But I like the feeling so much. She texted me recently, and it said ”You are absolutely the best thing in my life, Danny.” and I can’t stop thinking about that hehe. Even the little things she does, makes me the happiest boy ever. Kelly Colomban, you’re my everything.

Now I will speak about my job situation. I am now a cashier at Wal-Mart. It’s not the most amazing job, but it’s a job, and it’s money. I want to save up and get myself a car, and all that good stuff. I’m just so happy I finally found one. And I can thank Kelly for that too, she made me want to do something with myself, and that’s exactly what I did.

There is still some issues I’m having, mostly with the college situation. High School went so bad for me, I struggled so much, and it was mostly for personal reasons. Family issues and such. But I’m really sensitive, and like most of my friends and family would know, when something bothers me, it bothers me a lot more than it sometimes should. It wasn’t all family reasons though, I’ve always had trouble with concentrating, reading comprehension, and math… mostly. But so many people have told me it’s not like high school, and there is help, and I wouldn’t just be thrown into classes I’m not ready for, so come on Danny, grow up.

There are some other issues, like the fact my father’s sister has not been in my life since I was born, but than recently she decided to add us all on facebook, and it was great. But out of no where, she started trash talking Mike, and my mother. And I will stick up for my family before anything. Mike is my brother and my best friend, and my mom is my mom. I love them so much, so she’s not just going to get away with it. I went through life without her, I can continue it. My moms boyfriend isn’t great either, she is hurt, because the way he is. He lives here for free, walks all over her, and may even be seeing another woman. But she won’t get rid of him… and I don’t know why. And it’s really hard for me not to say something to him, but I don’t, for her sake. But besides that stuff, everything is going amazing, My life is basically fantastic now.

For those of you who actually read this, Goodnight. =].